Brad Chapline's Songs, Short Stories, Quotes And Commentaries
  • Brad's Songs, Short Stories, Quotes, Political Opinions / Analysis And Video Commentary
  • Brad - All His Voices - His Best Songs - From Supreme To Extreme
    • Brad Chapline's Voices of As The World Turns
    • Brad Chapline's Voices - All About Life
    • Brad Chapline's - Holding The Strings To The World
    • Brad Chapline's Voices of Love and Revenge
    • Brad Chapline's Voices - Wonders Of The World
    • Brad Chapline's Voices - Healing Powers
    • Brad Chapline's Voices - Of Faith
    • Brad Chapline's Voices Of Rock-n-Roll
    • Brad Chapline's Voices Of Rock-n-Roll II
    • Brad Chapline's Voices Of Rock-n-Roll III
    • Brad Chapline's Voices Of Rock-n-Roll IV
    • Brad Chapline's Voices of Rock-n-Roll V
    • Brad Chapline's Voices of Rock-n-Roll VI
    • Brad Chapline's Voices Of Country
    • Brad Chapline's Voice Of The Blues
    • Brad Chapline's Voice Of The Blues II
    • Brad Chapline - The Blues III - Is A Struttin' Stray Cat Style
    • Brad Chapline's Voice Of The Blues IV
    • Brad Chapline's Voice Of The Blues V
  • She's Implied It's Time
  • Singing Experiences That Fame And Fortune Could Never Replace
  • Singing To Soothe The Soul Of An Old Dying Soul
  • The Little Kid Brad And His Main Man Louis Armstrong
  • Where A Chance Ended But A Sweet Memory Blossomed
  • Sing Along With Bradley
  • Brad's Most Private Ponders Revealed
  • Brad In His Senior Years Still Fighting For His Rights
  • My COPD; The Experiences, Trials And Tribulations
  • On The Road To Beating Diabetes
  • Papa And Community Made Sure Denise Never Had A Chance
  • Safe Haven In The Hood
  • Still In Exile From Hell
  • Eye'd As Crazy
  • My Gun Is Ah All Plugged Up
  • Frozen Testicles
  • Flimflammering Kin
  • When One Is Freed From Mother Scourge
  • Stupidity In The First Degree
  • My Concluding Outlook of Those I Hate
  • The Ancestors I Love
  • The Little Car That Could - page one
    • The Little Car That Could - page two
  • Brad's Unsportsmanship Awards
  • Blocked Into Greatness
  • Brad's Fiery Blurbs
  • Brad's Political Logic For America
  • Split Decision On Equal Rights For Women
  • America Stop Killing Our Children; Lawmakers Need To Act Now
  • Brad And His Classic Letters To The Editor
  • Islam; A Corrupted Or Hijacked Religion?
  • Ronald Reagan; One Of The Greatest Evils Ever In America's White House
  • Brad's Introduction To: Mental America; Not Quite Enough Ingredients To Be A Killer
    • Part One - The Signals Of Danger And Childhood Post Traumatic Stress
    • Part Two - Young Adulthood: The Maturing Of Post Traumatic Stress
    • Part Three - The Process Of Giving Up On Life
    • Part Four - Only A Temporary Change Of Heart
    • Part Five - Psychogenic Explosions, Meltdowns And Plots
    • Part Six - The Summary And Conclusions
  • Brad's PTSD Diary - The Retirement Years
  • Why White And Black Men Will Never Resolve Their Racial Differences
  • Recurring Suspicions
  • Our National Anthem And The Hypocrites Of America
  • The Watchful Eye Of My Senior Drill Instructor
  • I Just Needed A Ride; That's All
  • Glad I Was Late For The Connection
  • Peace Made in France
  • The Heart Of Hate In Always Faithful
  • No Honor Guard Requested
  • Brad The Unknown Soldier
  • Chowder Head - page one
    • Chowder Head - page two
    • Chowder Head - page three
  • Safe Passage From An Arab Angel
  • Brad Chapline Highlighted on the Associated Press
  • Guarded - Parts 1-4
  • The Silent Conflict Before A Battle
  • The Campfire Girls
  • The Unnumbered Badge
  • A Plea For Veterans Returning To Civilian Life
  • Daniel's Live By Die By Doctrine
  • Accidental Genius
  • Not A Real Cop - page one
    • Not A Real Cop - page two
    • Not A Real Cop - page three
    • Not A Real Cop - page four
    • Not A Real Cop - page five
  • The Internal Affairs Of Prison
    • Hoping For A Warm Welcome
    • Sunglasses For Night Vision
    • An Approved Slush Fund
    • Quit Making Inmates Cry
    • The Visitation Room Is Almost Empty: Quit Suspending Visits
    • Is There Any Evidence, Anywhere?
    • "Good Actions Equal Bad Results"
    • Supervise Me, Yes, Spy On Me, No
    • My Convicts Need Real Wine To Be Saved
    • Sticky Fingers
    • Busted!
    • Was There An Attempted Plot On An Officer By His Sergeant?
    • Palm Pilot Failure
    • The Roots And Branches Of A Lockdown Unit Is No Place For Rookies
    • Cash Cow
    • Change Your Story Or Be Sentenced To Prison
    • You Can't Confiscate This Swiss Army Knife
    • The Dirty Half-Dozen
    • No Officer Will Be Allowed To Burn Deputy Inspectors
    • The Last Laugh
    • Academic Cheating Must Be Okay
    • Covered Under The American Disabilities Act? No, Targeted!
    • Just Changing A Few Words Will Really Help
    • Fraudulent Use Of Sick Leave By NDOC Employees
    • Run Billy Run
  • I'm Going To Tell Your Mother!
  • The Aura Spectrum; Their Healing Qualities And The Unsound Minds In Prison
  • "Jo-Jo T's" Mojo
  • Just A Day Out Of The Joint
  • Unforced Evacuation
  • Shoot'em Stupid
  • When Faith Is More Than Sufficient
  • Inside The Mind Of A Psycho
  • Strategic Tears
  • Corruption On Trial
  • I Just Can't Believe He Didn't Lift That Lid Up!
  • A Silenced Conspiracy 1-3
  • Withering Rose - page one
    • Withering Rose - page two
    • Withering Rose - page three
  • Love Lost At The Diamond (page one)
    • Love Lost At The Diamond (page two)
    • Love Lost At The Diamond (page three)
    • Love Lost At The Diamond (page four)
    • Love Lost At The Diamond (page five)
    • Love Lost At The Diamond (page six)
  • On A Mission of Murder (page one)
    • On A Mission of Murder (page two)
    • On A Mission of Murder (page three)
    • On A Mission of Murder (page four)
    • On A Mission of Murder (page five)
    • On a Mission of Murder (page six)
  • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page one)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page two)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page three)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page four)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page five)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page six)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page seven)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page eight)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page nine)
    • Injustice for the Sake of Justice (page ten)
  • Eye Deployed for the Money (page one)
    • Eye Deployed for the Money (page two)
    • Eye Deployed for the Money (page three)
    • Eye Deployed for the Money (page four)
    • Eye Deployed for the Money (page five)
    • Eye Deployed for the Money (page six)
    • Eye Deployed for the Money (page seven)
    • Eye Deployed for the Money (page eight)
    • Eye Deployed for the Money (page nine)

BRAD'S EDITORIAL
MENTAL AMERICA;
NOT QUITE ENOUGH INGREDIENTS TO BE A KILLER


PART Four:  Only A Temporary Change Of Heart  

​AUTHORED BY:  BRADLEY CHAPLINE
WITH ASSISTANCE FROM MICHELE CHAPLINE
​NOVEMBER 2018

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Disclaimer:  While all accounts in these editorials are true to the best of my knowledge and recollections, there are possibilities that events, times and dates are skewed because of the extreme passage of time.
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Part Four - Only A Temporary Change Of Heart

This time, I just knew I was going to follow through on the people I wanted to murder in what I called "Operation Maryland Massacre".  I had all the elements.  No one would have ever expected me to come from as far away as the state of Hawaii to carry out this heinous act of an impending blood bath in Baltimore, Maryland.

But now, I had the aura for it.  Because, this time, life had truly lost all meaning for me.

My trolling phase of the Maryland Massacre operation was completed.  I knew exactly who I was going to kill, how I was going to kill them, and probably the exact time and place that all these murders would take place.

There would be no wooing phase in this killing operation.  My presence, and therefore, my attacks would come as a complete surprise to every one of my victims.

There would be no capture phase in this operation.  Shoot to kill each one and leaving them in a pool of their own blood to die was my absolute goal.  

My murdering phase would be completed as expeditiously as possible.  I didn't want any of my victims to have any chances of survival.  Additionally, my hate was so great for each one of my potential victims, I was not about to afford them not one more second of life, even if they were to spend it feeling the effects of suffering and torture.

I had assumed that authorities could very well have a fix on my location before I had a chance to complete my killing operation.  However, if I would have been lucky enough to finish Operation Maryland Massacre, and be sly enough to escape authorities, I would have wanted to keep newspaper articles on this occurrence as my own personal souvenirs. 

It was very important to me that my killing operation be carried out exactly as planned.  For, I wanted peak personal satisfaction. A climax of sorts.  I certainly did not want to fail in any portion in carrying out Operation Maryland Massacre.  Failure, in the highest degree for me, would have been the loss of innocent bystanders. 


Now, aside from those chances that I was to take on collateral damage, I still would chart this day of killing my enemies as a happy day.  A day which would have no place for moments of failure and or severe depression episodes.


But, during the coming months, some amazingly good things had happened to me in Hawaii.  I had met my second wife.  I could tell, this time, my selection would be the right one.  I had told her everything about my past.  That is, with the exception of "Operation Maryland Massacre".  

Additionally, while I knew I had no chance of being a General's aide, I decided to apply anyway for the position of Secretary to the Commanding General at the Kaneohe Marine Corps Air Station.  I also applied to be the Assistant Regional Director of Prisoner Security for the Far East region.  There was a joke going around my unit that the betting odds of me getting either one of these positions would be astronomical.  For, I too thought it was a prank when the Commanding General's office called to inform me that out of over three hundred applicants, I was the one selected to be the General's new secretary. 

And then, during a private sit-down conversation with the General, he also appointed me as the Assistant Regional Director of Prisoner Security.  The General made quite clear that he admired my stance on reporting the misconduct of the Captain of my ship during the Vietnamese refugee incident.

For once, I thought I had it made. 

But, this was short lived.  Just a couple of months later the General's coveted gold metal for Marine tactics was taken away from him.  It was discovered that I had a hand in this cheating scandal.

If this was not enough, not more than a week after this, a high level maximum security prisoner had escaped from two of my guards.  It made the local news.  The General was disgraced, and I was relieved of all of my duties from the General's office.

While my son being born in the midst of all this was a joyous day for me, a heavy cloud was still hanging over my head, again.

I decided to finish out my contract obligation with the Marine Corps and then, try again, to become a civilian.

But, I wasn't worried, just yet.  The knowledge, experience and training I had as an Assistant Regional Director made me eligible for a lateral transfer into the U.S. Marshal's Office.  

But, little did I know that Marine authorities had already blackballed me from joining the U.S. Marshal's team.  Now, I was going back into a severe depression.  

The dangers of my hate towards others and my mental illness was taking root all over again.  Somehow, once again, I could feel it all evolving inside of me.

Continue On To Part Five
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